my heart is totally shattered right now.. how can they kill eun shi kyung!!! oh my god.. i was rooting for the jae shin-shi kyung couple and they just had to kill off “the bodyguard” by no other than the b*st*rd bong gu.. (apologies for the expletives.. *sigh*).. i had totally no recollection how i managed to go through those scenes esp. when jae shin was watching that video tape.. my heart my poor poor heart.. 

after having  good night’s sleep i just had to hear this song again.. and the tears flow once more.. i know i’m such a crybaby but it can’t be helped.. that how much i love this couple *bigger sigh*

no wonder i’m a little loony right now… :-D (Taken with instagram)

“for now… i need somebody” - chon; a crazy little thing called love

oh how true these words are to me… i might appear strong and independent but i also need someone who’ll just be there for me…

watching for the nth time.. <3 (Taken with instagram)

I am currently watching The Moon that Embraces the Sun (해를 품은 달).. actually I’m only two episodes away from finishing it. I have to say this drama has tugged at my heartstrings more than I care to admit.. These past few months I only get to watch these dramas once in a while and only if my time allows me to.. But with this one, I’ve been on one of my busiest week and i still got time to watch this.. even if it means staying up late just to get in an episode or two of this. The production may not be perfect and the progress of the story may have its flaws and didn’t follow the novel but i love it.. I have said it many times, i love the younger actors in this and the male lead. They have given credit and life to the characters. I would also love read the novel itself.

So, here goes a song from The Moon that Emraces the Sun. This one never fails to stir my emotions, in whatever scene they use it in. But mos often than not, i find tears in my eyes whenever i hear this song. I guess this song has really sad lyrics, and it transcends to me even if i only understand less than half of it..

the novelty of superficial things has somewhat faded.. but i never regret the time i spent on.. it has never been never my nature to get too caught up on unrealistic things.. but it doesn’t mean i’m losing interest.. it might only be because far more important matters is taking up my time.. i guess i only tend to dwell on it too much when it strikes deep down where it matters.

craving for an ice cream sandwich… :-D (Taken with instagram)

if i were to be asked what the greatest regret of my life is… it would be not holding on to something despite letting it be known that i wanted it for myself.. and if i were to be given a chance i’d probably undo some things i wish i didn’t do.. for the simple reason that those actions pushed it away.. it was already within my grasp but my own courage failed me hence reluctantly letting it go..

taken from the wedding i attended almost a month ago.. i love how candid it is and how it showed my amazement towards that white buoquet.. to whoever the photographer was.. thank you.. :-)

if not for the fact that you used to be someone i respected i’d have to unleash a series of expletives at you.. and those that you truly deserve.. plus i was raised by my parents to be courteous and respectful even if some aren’t worthy of ur respect…